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Tuesday, 27 April 2010

Setting Myself Up & Letting Go!

I'm sure that I might get used to writing my thoughts on a screen. And right now I am choosing to do it this way to get things out or to hold within but to essentially have a good time writing about all the things that matter to me and 2 obviously learn more.
Am on the verge again. I get this feeling often and often think that this "feeling" is more about my bad habit than living the reality. Am on the verge
Am Loving FB so much but really think that I need another more focused, centered outlet. I'm not sure if I will be able to share with all & cyberspace it might just be something for me, my little secret. Yet there is something inside, that makes me feel that I could maybe should share what I have as it may help another, also there's the possibility that peeps might start feeling enthusiastic about what I'm saying and join the discourse or should I say, add to it.
I've got an opportunity to deal with some stuff & to be empowered by choosing consciously what it is I want to look at to further my progress.
My self esteem has taken a right bashing I want to get up and straighten things out.

Sunday, 14 March 2010

I am learning about intimacy & I overstand the need for boundaries!  I refer to my own behaviours and contributions, for I am responsible for myself only really.

It's kind of paradoxical because the last thing one tends to think of when thinking about intimacy, is boundaries.

That's all 4 now folks.

Sunday, 29 November 2009

I am Truly Thankful

I've learned more about myself in the last few years, but feel like I know nothing!  I feel like I've been dragged through a hedge kicking and screaming most of the time that is. But I also feel like I've arrived at a threshold, a new beginning, another layer of the onion has been peeled and yes I cried a lot going through transition to wombmankind but I'm getting through, getting over. I am doing my best as the way forward. I am learning more about my inner resources & how to use my tools. Despite the challenges that I've encountered I can ground myself if necessary even though I've had problems with stillness of late. I get back up after being down and being down can be ok if you manage going with the flow. I dont always.
I'm good though as I'm learning more about surrender & working from the inside out and honouring the divinity within me.